It's been almost a year since I went through one of the hardest moments of my life. That moment turned into months of grieving. Even though at the time, I thought there was no way that was the right thing. There was no way this person I loved more than anything in the world could not want to be with me and make it work. I know now that it was the right thing. We both did things wrong and in the end he wasn't the the person that I thought he was. The person I really wanted him to be. And he definitely did not want the things I did. I tried so hard to be OK with it and I just couldn't be. Many friends thought that I dealt with this way better than my other break ups; however, little did they realize, I just learned to hide it better. I never wanted my friends to think I was "that girl" again. I told myself I would never date anyone younger ever again. Too immature and there is no way we would ever be in the same place at the same time. Never say never I guess. If it weren't for that break up I never would have met my current love. I am insanely fortunate to have someone in my life like him. Lucky me!
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