My Love/Hate Relationship with my iPhone

So I realized that I love having this phone. Seriously, obsessed. Even with all the app's and games. Yes I'm a nerd, but totally fine with it. However, I am an even bigger nerd for realizing I miss my computer time. Don't get me wrong, I sit at a computer M-F from 8a-4:30p but I don't get to just browse around and play on fun websites (i.e. blogspot). I haven't blogged in a while. And while there is not much new going on I feel like I should be on here more. I had a night to myself tonight, which doesn't happen all that much anymore. So my mind has been wandering and all over the place. Some thoughts:
- I am thankful for all that I have been blessed with in my life, but am greedy for more. I really don't think there is much wrong with this...
- I wish I knew the path that my life is going to take, but some surprises are really fun, too!
- I cried tonight watching Breakfast at Tiffany's when Holly Golightly threw her cat out of the cab. I love my cat as if she were a human. She has been with me through A LOT in the past 9 (*tear*) years.
- I am on a no bullshit diet. Even though it may mean I have less people in my life, I dont want to deal with crap. So I try to cut it out as much as possible.
- I need to take more pictures. I take TONS of pictures, but I have the worst memory and never want to forget the amazing times I had in my life. Someday I am going to seriously print out the thousands (yes, thousands) of pictures I have taken just in my post college years that I have had a digital camera.
- I think it's tragic that some of my favorite people (some, not all) live so far away from me. Seriously brings tears to my eyes because I miss them so much. I wish I could gather all my favorite people in one place at the same time. Could you even image how fun of a time that would be? Which leads me to...
- I am a terrible friend to Jessie. OK, not really, but I havent been out to Cali to visit once. Not even once! I suck. So, I am planning a trip out there. Hopefully in February. To celebrate my last year in my 20's. I told her that I fully intend to do some celebrity "following," AKA stalking and I want to go to some awesome bars. Along with, obviously, seeing the beach. Low 70's in February? Don't mind if I do!
- I want a baby! Just kidding...remember whose blog you're reading folks! BUT, I can't wait for Liz to have Baby T. I love, love, love my friends babies and I just know she will be such a stellar mom. Really, she already is. :)
- And finally, I need to just let myself be happy. Constantly I am looking for something to be wrong and am paranoid...alot. Such a crummy feeling. Damn past still screwing with my head. And not just past relationships (although I would like to blame all the shittiness in the world on someone who doesnt even deserve to have his name mentioned), but in friends, works, etc. I need to learn to let go. Just forget crappy past situations and not let them affect the rest of my life.

OK...done for the night. xoxo

Reunion Weekend!

I have a confession...I am a huge nerd and totally excited for my high school reunion this weekend. Not so excited that i have already been out of high school 10 years, but VERY excited to see friends I havent seen in ages. I think it's a real shame that there are people who dont want to go becuase they "already see everyone from high school they want to keep in touch with." Well, duuuuuhhhh! I'm not going to see my friends I keep in good contact with. But there are people who I was friends with in high school whom I have lost touch with and would love to run into again. I already have an awesome little black dress and am going to get myself some new heels. Go Oakville! :)

What Was Inside the Little Blue Box

This is what was inside that lovely little blue box from Nathan for our 1 year. I was giddy with excitement. Like over the top, couldn't believe my eyes, wanted to tear the ribbon off the box happy! He makes my life wonderful. Obviously not just because of this, but because right now we are sitting on the couch watching Sunday's Design Star episode. I love being relaxed with him and knowing that we can sit here, barely talking and being completely at ease. It's a beautiful place.

For our anniversary he took me to eat at the Boathouse and then got tickets to opening night of Footloose at The Muny. He did good. And so did I by realizing what a good thing I found and not letting past heartache impede my judgment about this relationship. Lucky, lucky me. :)